Without Mom Home.

Lets see.Its been four damn days since I've blogged.Haha.I normally got a lot to say but things have been hectic.Mommy's dragging me around.Running some errands.The bank stuff she does are weird.I simply dont understand Malaysian banks.So we went to this old music store at Oldtown and she bought a keyboard.It was kind of nice but all I need was look at the guitar and compose this weird little rhymes on their piano's.And my sister went on ranting of how much she wants a violin.But its all thanks to Miss Teri.I LOVE HER!!Mwahh.

Today,Mom's out in KL for some teachers seminar or conference crap.So she wont be back till like 9.oopm.Nothing much today really.I was supposed to go out with Judy to Jusco but Mom didnt let me cause she'll be out of the house and she needs me to keep an eagle eye on my sister.Papa is getting a new Sony camera today and I cant wait to see it.

I have nothing much to write other than I miss someon elike shit.And I miss Sarah!!Havent spoken to her in days already.And I miss her.Her school projects are getting hectic I guess.Poor thing.

I gotta go now.

BLOG LATER.

Oh God,why do i miss *coughs* so much??


lalalalalalalala.The holidays are a BORE.

I AM SO HAPPEE..I MEAN HAPPY!

I am so happy and 'bangga' with myself cause I'm finally taking chances,being brave and everything.I woke up early today cause we had to go to church in the morning.It was Bryan's birthday and Mommy wanted to see the es-parish priest,Father Joseph(Joe) Stephen.And I've got to say he is the COOLEST priests Ive known.He's always showing me some new handshake.We're gonna miss him.I am,for sure.

After communion,Judy came and she kept bugging me to tell her how my holidays have been.Mommy gave me 5 bucks and I wasnt really into eating but me and Judy shared a nasi lemak.And then we saw Miss Teri who called us her future leaders of YPC.I was kinda shocked at that.And then Aunty Maggie,my piano teacher came and said.'Hello beautiful' and I was so happy to see her so I hugged her.

And we had to hang around and Uncle Chris was playing with my mp3 teasing me and Mry Ann Lim about out so call gadgets so i made him listen to Michelle Branch.I think he only listened to it for a minute and got me and Judy to call Arul who was chatting with a girl,who seems to be his cousin.Haha.Yeah right.

I havent eaten since the morning cause I dont have much of my appetite now.I think I'm gonna eat after this.

I gotta go now.Mom is forcing me to watch tv.Im shocked myself.Haha.

Dang it babey!All the way.

I AM ON TOP OF THE WORLD!!!

I am so happy today and I've never felt this happy this much before,at least not like before.I am currently in love with Paramore's,'Decode' cause its so AWESOME(i've been saying that a lot these days)!And it so happens to be Twilights theme song.And I'm also in love with Savage Garden's,'I knew I loved you' cause of some particular reason.I feel like writing something down.
Here goes:

I didn't know that you were the one,
who would be there for me through all this turmoils.
Just looking into your eyes,
the world seems complete.
I've never had someone like you,
to help me get it through the rain,
I might not be perfect,
I dont need to be perfect when I'm with you.
Even if your not here to hold me,
just feeling your presence is enough
to make me feel a whole lot better.
I hope you understand,
misjudgement is a cruel thing.
I've got to make it with you,
even if i had to travel the globe.
I've never felt this way before,
the way I feel when I'm with you.
I dont want to cause a scene,
but I'm dying without you here with me.

Okay,that just came.Hahaha.I was supposed tog o for mass today but Mommy wanted to get Bryan some new clothes cause he's turning 3 YEARS OLD tomorrow,23rd NOVEMBER 2008!My little innocent(..not so) brother is growing up!

I have YPC to attend tomorrow.At 10 am.Man,Im really tired now.Will blog later.

Byeeeeeeeeee=))

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY(T.G.I.F)

I just finished watching Ugly Betty and 'Alexis' Meade is unfortunately hot considering he had a sex change and is transexual!I have seen this episode before,I think its an old episode but it never fails to amuse me.Even my sister who's stuck on Fairly odd-parents,is watching it.Haha.Mommy still has school because he school is having some exam.

Nope..its not SPM.Ha.

I uploaded a picture of Mommy on friendster and I think she's gonna blow when she sees it but hey,I can be mischievious sometimes but you can't blame me.It an instinct.Okay,maybe you can.Haha.

I WANNA GO TO FLORIDA!

And I'm gonna dedicate this whole post on my blog to Sarah darling in Florida,the best elder sister I've ever had.Mwahhh,babey,I oh so LOVE HER!!Man.can someone give me a ticket to Florida now!I wanna see her and keep talking because we never run out of topics.I wonder why,we can't run out of things to say.I LOVE YOU,SARAH!

So,Sarah if you see this,you'll know how much you mean to me.Thanks to Ryno,we met!

=))I LOVE YOUU!

To the best sister ever.

I WANNA SCREAM.

I have this sudden urge to scream.I find out who's been going around,rumouring about me.I trusted her and I think thats my problem,I trust people so easily.I considered her,my sister,one of my friends where I could lean on and cry.But she used my name for the sake of flirting with other people.So I've decided not to give a damn.People are the same.All of them.Backfiring bitched.

Sheesh-I've got to chill.*breathes in and breathes out*

I'm currently in LOVE with JONAS BROTHER'S:

Can't Have You(cause its so meaningful).
Sorry(cause its so forgiving..haha)

And not forgetting Westlife's

Us Against The world(cause it makes me cry..another meaningful song)
Soledad(cause its so soothing)

These songs relaxes me for now.Puts me to sleep.I'm starting to get addicted to it.Friendster is back to normal.THANK GOD!The holidays are getting boring.And I miss a lot of people like crazy especially someone.And this person is MILES away.Literally.So I feel as though some part of me is gone.Dissapeared.Vanished.

I am listening to Us Against the World.And man,its sad.

Gotta go now.Mommy booked a buffet at Hillcity Hotel.I dont know what caused it.Haha.But I'm starting to get hungry.

Byeeeeeee=)

I HATE FRIENDSTER.

I hate friendster.
I hate friendster.
I hate friendster.
I hate friendster.
I hate friendster.
I hate friendster.
I hate friendster.
I hate friendster.
I hate friendster.
I hate friendster.
I hate friendster.

I REALLY DO HATE FRIENDSTER.
ITS A MILLION,TRILLION TIMES WORST THAN TERMITES,FOR SCREAMING OUT LOUD!

All my friends are gone,200 of them vanished after some 24 hour management crap that went on.And it better get better(huh?)or I will personally bomb and tear down the WHOLE management.At least I hope so.So I'll leave this subject alone for now.I haven't quite rest my case yet.

Bianca,my sister is off to some stay-in GB camp in Wesley Church.I think she misses me already.Haha.Cause I do.She kept asking me whether I'll miss her and I keep saying nope.Although it was like heaven to have the beds to me without having legs and what not on my head.My blanket isnt flying away now.Haha.

I am super bored and I'm missing someone like crap now.Haih.Sarah isn't coming online since she's staying over at her Aunts place and I'm missing her like death too.=(

That all i gotta say now since I've splurted my hate for friendster now.Hopefully,the fricking management will put my friends list back in pace where it should be.

Do i believe in magic?

Do I believe in magic?NOPE.Not yet at least.

Anyway,the parish counsel meeting was cancelled yesterday so my parents decided to take us out.First,we were supposed to go to Ipoh Parade but we somehow ended up in Jusco.The first thing I did was drag my dad to MPH and showed him the third book of the twilight series,Eclipse.He refused to buy at first thinking that I'll be obsessed about it until I told him about the story and guess what..he bought it...and I never let my eyes off it.

We wanted to have dinner but all the shops could say was 'Sudah tutup wo..' as usual with the weird Malaysian accent.So,we had dinner at McDonalds.I was so hungry cause I didnt have my lunch..so I bought the Quarter Pounder which was good as I presume.Then Bianca,my 10 year old little sister..who isnt that innocent...haha had the McFlurry.I think she took cornetto but I think my Oreo tasted better.i LOVED it.My mom's students were there and they were waving at my Mom(look who's got fans now)

And so that was my day in Jusco.When I got back home,the first thing I did was change and then I wrapped my Eclipse and proudly showed all my collections out to my family and my Mom wanted to read Twilight...scary thought.I think she wanted to know why I liked it so much.I'm not reading it yet cause I'm currently reading Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince cause I never got a chance to read it.

So after wrapping I went online-AGAIN.And then cuddled to sleep with my inhaler on my side.(blame my body for not recruiting enough antibodies)

School today was rather LAME today except the fact they played GAME PLAN for us.But it was kinda boring to me cause I saw it last week.Then they showed this very lame elephant movie called 'HORTON' .which was about this elephant...who dances a lot..haha...who saved this little flower because they was a kingdom in it.How stupid is it?I got out of the hall cause I really wouldnt want to think our world right now could actually be in a flower.The stupid movie didnt have a lesson unless you were a wacko who thinks the world revolves around a flower which would be....

DOWNRIGHT AWKWARD.

Thats all for now.Gotta go eat now.Before I die like those poor hugry people out there that I want to help so much.

Sometimes I wishI was OPRAH.*sighs*

Adios Amigos!

LALA-ed!!

So my trip to BALI is not cancelled!Bombings are over apparently.Well, I really hope so.Wouldn't want to come home as a corpse..eeek!I didn't go to school today and I love the way that is going on.This year,the class I'm in,3 Osprey was not a blast like those last two years I had in oriole's.And I admit it and I bet the others feel the same way to.This class was the most boring thing that has ever landed on me.

I dont intend to be boring just because I was in 3 Osprey.HAHAHA!

Judy finally came online yesterday and her dumb friends from KL were making fun of her obsession on BILL KAULITZ,who we thought was gay but after all he wasn't.TOKIO HOTEL cleared all speculations.And I was so mad at her friends but I'm glad she stood up for herself and not get this rumours into her.Her friends are major bitches that have no lives of their own,that they seem to find it a joy to make fun of her.Bloody homophobic people.If I had any chance,I'd definitely recruit all homosexuals and hunt this KL people down.For real!Man,I'm fuming right now.

I'm waiting for Sarah to come online now.Must be late at night though in the States now.I hate the freaking Greenwich system but it's no use hating it anyway.

I still havent found my charger and I think I'll just buy them.I have a feeling my cousin could have accidentaly taken it back home in Singapore but its impossible.He wouldn't.I mean if he had eye infections then it would be a possibility.My parents were supposed to take me out yesterday instead tehy got caught up with work and my mom has a parish counsel meeting today so today would also be a wrong day.*smacks*

Anyway I got to go know.Their showing Ugly Betty now.I kinda hate Wilhemina.I wonder why.

BAHAHAHAHAHA!

DANG,I'll be back when its done.I hope so.*evil grins*

Signing off,
BRENDA.(formailities..Crap0)

Tainted Tuesdays.

I didnt go to school today and I dont think I'm planning to re-enter it soon,OR just maybe my mom will drag me to school HERSELF.

I stayed at home today and I woke up at 7.ooam.I am still wondering why i woke up so early.I watched television until Papa came and snatched the remote from me.I was reading Harry Potter,the sixth series and then I had some great idea(which is not so great now)I thought of plugging my USB wire to the computer and attach it to my handphone so that it can charge.But..THE FREAKING THING WOULD CHARGE!

I gave up on my idea and I've been on the computer since.

Mommy is planning to cancel all the Bali tickets because of the bombing stuff that is going on there which is CRAP!CRAP!CRAP!!And she wants to change it to Australia,according to Bianca,who is a liar sometimes.

Oh man!!!dang.dang.

No more mani pedi's on the beachside.


*sighs*

*Flashbacks*goodbye to the pre-confirmants class.

I dont know whether this could be the bitter-est SUNDAY ever.So the pre-confirmants had a class party and it was shall I say...FUN...i think.Most of us brought sweets,toffees,jellies and sweets..oh yeah and...sweets.So it was my idea to combine all the sweets and distribute them.We didn't distribute evenly and I think the guys got more sweets.I have no idea how and I don't want to investigate.

So we played this game and It was fun..I think..na I'm just kidding...It was fun.The artist was Judy Marie and of all things in the universe she drew BILL KAULITZ.We had to draw his eyes blindfolded.Gabriel,this huge Indian dude drew the eye on Bill Kaulitz's moth and labelled MY NAME there...and for goodness sake he spelt it BRANDA...when it was supposed to be BRENDA.It was so embarassing.

Then we sang two songs Just Let Me Say and Power Of Your Love.It was okay I guess.A guy from our class was playing the guitar and most of our classmates were a little blur.haha.

And that was my Sunday..some sad Sunday it was.

DANG.DANG.DANG.DANG.DANG.

Part 2

Yeah so school was fine except for the mopping around.I hung around with Michelle Monteiro talking about the random stuff especially who's bringing food for the pot luck we're having in church on Sunday.So after this whole unending indoor games taht we were having,it ended and class was boring as ever.So I wrote some crappy song.

After the ever boring school session,I was walking to the bus cause Papa couldn't pick me and Bianca up from school.My hairband was losing its elasticity,it tore.So I had to hold up my hair and my friend,Ranjini was telling everyone that i have a seducing walk which was acually embarassing cause she kept laughing the whole way.I had to poke her in the ribs to make her stop...but as usual she never did.

I borrowed the Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince book from Hishwarya and I havent even started for a bit.I wanted to read it but something was bugging me.

My dear dog,Betsy is a flirt!I never knew bogs were so emotional.Her boyfriend fought with the other dog cause he caught Betsy making out with this other dog.So her dumb boyfriend has been in front of the house day and night.Rain or sunshine and he whines whenever he sees my dog.Love is such a complicted thing.Even if it was thundering,he didnt move a bit and he even followed my maid all the way to the grocery shop nearby.how weird.So this white dog also known as Betsy's boyfriend has been here for days now.I wonder why he never got hungry.

I was just chatting with Sarah my friend from the States and I so freaking love her!We're now planning to see each other in the future and she's one girl I can count on other than my best friend,Judy.So Sarah,if you ever seee this I so darn LOVE you!=)

Thats all for now.adios.

I want KINDER BUENO.

The ever messed up days.*laughs*

I was supposed to blog yesterday but I had no time.Friday was okay I guess.I was a little upset cause of something.So i went to school early morning and I found out my class has been locked inside so I was so pissed with whoever,or should I say whichever person or creature who locked the door inside out.So I hung around eating my kinder bueno which papa bought me.yummy.*tummy rumbles*

oh wait ill continue later.=)

DEPRESSED.

I dont feel good at all and I don't know why but I think I know whats the problem.I've been too kind to certain people and I think its starting to affect me in a good way and the bad way too.I've finished reading the New Moon and I have to admit it was nice romantic and all.And thats the problem,its so romantic that I would take it as its pretty much cheesy.

People like Edward Cullen don't exist.Although I know a guy who would fit Edward's personality,he's NOT a vampire and I should just lead a life without Edwards.I have to admit,reading New Moon was nice and me and Bella had a lot in common but I'm still Brenda and I'd like to stay that way.

Things have been getting out of hand and I'm struggling to keep myself in place so that I won't fall into pieces,so I've decided to take a break and probably go to Singapore for about two weeks to release the tense feelings I have.I do know the reason but I wouldn't like to mention it.

I'm not going to get this things happening out of my hands.I have to handle it like an adult even if i can be a bit fragile sometimes.

And i'll blog when I am sorted by myself.

ALL SOULS DAY-but i so hate this SUNDAY.

I seriously hate this Sunday.OK.Maybe not hate cause its a really strong word.I had to go for cathechism and it was MONTEIRO's birthday today.I bought her chocolates and i really hope it didnt melt.And it was Miss.Teri's birthday,my dearest leader of the pack for the Young People's Choir.

I really like that song by the pussycat dolls,'I hate this part'
Its actually NICE.
although nicole scherzinger is the only one singing it.

I'll have to go to the cemetery in a while to visit my grandfather's graves.Never meet them when they were alive but from what I heard they're pretty cool.My mum's dad could speak Japanese and he use to make sure his children finishes their milk before going to school even if that means he has to stop the school bus

Everybody askes about him.Sengole Louis Sebastian was his name and even if I dont know him,I still love him.Not forgetting my other grandfather Francis,who kept his family alive till his death.

In conclusion,I LOVE MY FAMILY.

lalalalalalalala=)

I'll be reporting when i get reports(what?)anywayyyy,I'M out!DANG!=)