DEPRESSED.

I dont feel good at all and I don't know why but I think I know whats the problem.I've been too kind to certain people and I think its starting to affect me in a good way and the bad way too.I've finished reading the New Moon and I have to admit it was nice romantic and all.And thats the problem,its so romantic that I would take it as its pretty much cheesy.

People like Edward Cullen don't exist.Although I know a guy who would fit Edward's personality,he's NOT a vampire and I should just lead a life without Edwards.I have to admit,reading New Moon was nice and me and Bella had a lot in common but I'm still Brenda and I'd like to stay that way.

Things have been getting out of hand and I'm struggling to keep myself in place so that I won't fall into pieces,so I've decided to take a break and probably go to Singapore for about two weeks to release the tense feelings I have.I do know the reason but I wouldn't like to mention it.

I'm not going to get this things happening out of my hands.I have to handle it like an adult even if i can be a bit fragile sometimes.

And i'll blog when I am sorted by myself.